my thighs are starting to touch.

freaking the FUCK out.

getmeoutofhereplease.

I can’t handle this. I can’t eat anymore. No fucking more. I’m done with treatment, I’m done becoming OBESE, I’m done with all of this. Done.

I want to starve and purge and exercise until I’m happy again. Or at least happier. I went from fucking huge to fucking MASSIVE COW in two and a half weeks. I literally want to die.

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#thighs  #treatment  #freaking out  #obese  #fat  #eating disorder  #anorexia  
∞  February 10, 2012 at 08:11am
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  1. strive-for-happiness said: no no no, you’re NOT huge. Please don’t give up on this, I promise that once you get through this stage in recovery, things get so much better and you’ll feel so great about hanging in there <3 Please keep fighting <3
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